Relativity.

I like to play with words.

That’s why I believe jotting them down onto paper or e-paper is one of the most sustainable and more interpretable forms of delivering and spreading thoughts and ideas of mind..

Aspirations, Hopes, Ideas, Innovations, Challenges, Tricks of Mind and the rollercoaster of the emotion-infiltrated mind. Writing frees the mind, the soul and ultimately your day. There are surely different ways of delivering thoughts to others, some feel more satisfied with delivering them in speech, some in illustrative art, some more abstract, some more critical, some more concrete. I believe this is all related with the purpose of the delivery of a message, and the aim of what we would like the other to think about things and ultimately about ourselves.

I have stopped writing as I hopped onto a rollercoaster of feelings that were inbearable to jot down, some more rational, some more, more irrational. In a sense, too wacky to be displayed and read in public. And what the current youngster generation teaches me – and yet doesn’t convince my inner urge to stop contributing (tells me that I’m little part of the ill-mindedness as well)  – the public display of the everyday emotion moments that are gone through are just too private to be cared about anymore. In reality, you just gotta deal and face what you are going through, and go back to those people that you can rely on most and talk. Too much is not for public consumption anymore, and also, a collective caring to become part of the society will definitely fade away after a period of hype. After the extase has passed, where everybody seems to care about your oh-so-little-big-problems, everyone will start turning away, because they noticed that they get busy with their own lifes. People get apathetic towards the surroundings. (in nowadays language it’s called: Mati Rasa booo…) After a while again, everybody starts to remind each other that it is not good to be surrounded by negative thoughts and negative people. And then all start rationalising to select what is to be said and when to just keep silent. (Like holding on the motto: Reden ist Silber, Schweigen ist Gold– basically saying that to keep your mouth shut is sometimes more valuable than to talk – ergo: gold vs. silver) That’s what you call now Proses Pendewasaan (Growing-Up).  🙂

I’m not an observer of the society that is actually having a helicopter look (wait.. this sounds still to friendly) – having the monarch-looking-down-upon-society look. But rather more taking the amusingly analytical view of things across the crowd. I observe situations as neutrally as they appear, taking into account the possible contexts that every involved person might have perceived and try to see things from all angles possible. Idealistic, ya you think? Nah.. not really. Wanna see why? Do you see the chance that everybody actually may be correct in his arguments? If A argues with B, how can you judge that in the end A is really 100 % correct? Don’t you think that momentary situations, moodsettings, supportive surroundings and the perceptions of the people involved in the analysed situation can influence the way how things go? Chances are that somebody doesn’t have the guts at that moment that they will just not win their argument, chances are also that one stays calm being the wiser one as he perceives, and let the other rant infront of himself. I’m consciously not taking in the factor of experience, because this is a factor that is overratedly analysed to be always a more winning factor that could win over all arguments somebody else would have.

Well… having deconstructed a fictive argument setting in the last paragraph, you might now arrive at a point where too many different interpretations rest in your minds, and then you see that it is yet again up to your mood and rationality to choose the one interpretation that most fits your idealism and the way you would like to see things. Does it mean now that you see something holistically now? NO. 🙂 Does it mean that you are smarter to be able to analyse the whole situation? NO. 🙂 Does it mean that you are in a position to judge? NO. 🙂 Hell no, judging is already a part that is very much related to how you had been feeling or thinking about something all your lifetime.

What the heck am I actually trying to tell you? Well.. That every argument you say can be defeated by another… that every fact you try to prove, can be stripped down by another. It just all depends on how to lay out what you think or say, and what the context makes out of it. Everything is just sooo relative in life.

Relative. 🙂 So, why bother so much about things? For our own sake, I guess we should just try to be who we are and what we think, stay true to our believes. J There is no real solid reason why you need to take so much effort to be part of a society or a group. If it doesn’t fit, then just don’t go along. My question to you now: Do you have the courage to do that?