my mellow little heart + socialising at the latest stage

Seems that I get most effective in writing either if I was intellectually critical or challenged or when I become mellow. My little mellow heart. A feature I inherited from my rather undaring and yet curious-within-boundaries teenage soul. Why is it that if one gets older, one has to leave or try to ignore it?…

in denial of correlating ratio and emotionally-producted perceptions

There is a struggle in me in knowing conciously that I need to perceive rational reality rather then getting mixed up with subjective and emotionally-provoked thoughts, perceptions and assumption. Accepting what lays in front of the eye and keeping your mind from interpreting anything else beyond an action or attitude is hard. The latter is…